i'd like to firstly start with...

THE FUNNIEST MUSIC VIDEOS.
1. P!nk - So What
2. "Weird Al" Yankovic - White And Nerdy (Parody of Chamillionair - Ridin')

THE LAMEST PARODIES.
1. "Weird Al" Yankovic - Smells Like Nirvana (Parody of Nirvana - Smells Like Teen Spirit)
2. MadTV - I'm More Wizer (Parody of Britney Spears - Womanizer)
3. MadTV - Black Friend (Parody of Avril Lavigne - Girlfriend (Remix) (Feat. Lil Mama))
4. MadTV - Sake Of My Fame (Parody of Hilary Duff - Beat Of My Heart)
5. MadTV - Me Against Madonna (Parady of Britney Spears - Me Against The Music (Feat. Madonna))

to be continued...

` type your first name with your...
- fingers: cheryl
- chin: fchye4r45yu7hlo
- one finger, eyes closed: cherul
- elbow: chertyl
- nose: fdyu3476op
- palm: chertyl

` list four random items you have:
- moi phone.
- a red alarm clock. 0.o
- a rectangular table.
- tuition at 330 tomorrow. TT

` have you ever slept in the back of a car? the boot?
- back of the car, yes; boot, no. =.=; (got seat don't want sleep, sleep in the freakin' boot for what!?)

` have you recently dyed your hair/cut it?
- yeap.

` list four people that you look up to the most.
- God.
- Jesus.
- Mary.
- myself. =.=;

` how many pets do you own as of now?
- me don't do pets.

` which do you prefer, white or black?
- hell duh, black.

` which character do you play most?
- you mean rp? err, rl ish chii0bu, neopets is yuki and ayame sohma's mom. :D

` choose one , not both: being stuck on an island with a friend or being stuck on an island with 5 acquaintances.
- 2nd choice. making new friends is better than being stuck with a boring friend that you've known your whole damn life. =.=;

` name three aspects that tell who you are.
- bitch.
- beeyotch.
- biartch. :D

` if you could have a power what would it be?
- mind-reading. ~.~

` who was the last person you talked to?
- mummy.

` who was the last person you said “I love you” to?
- sean... TT

` write down the first five words that pop into your head.
- alarm.
- clock.
- ben (tennyson).
- adam (from my gym partner's a monkey.)
- gwen. (from ben ten.)

` what's one thing you wish you could do better?
- everything. =.=;

` do you like the way you are?
- NOT AT ALL.

` summer or winter?
- winter. ~.~ kewl...

` rain or snow?
- hell, snow!

` water or ice?
- ice (cool word :D)

` list two odd things about yourself.
- i like gay guys (i think their dressing is much much nicer than normal guy's.)
- i look at people's ass. o.o;

` which are two of your bad habits?
- being insensitive to people's feelings.
- bite my nails.

` tag 6 people who should do this quiz.
- sisters.
- sir yip.
- bri.
- di.
- baobei.
- jo jie.

just realised this pic was on the arkaliao sisters blog... o.o
hais, mummy and dennis go swimming. :D
so can stay home and secretly comp...
sian sian sian sian.
just now woke up at 9 plus eat breakfast and went back to sleep again. XD
woke up at 3 plus. :P
spent the whole damn night crying,
sibei tired. @.@

okays, so...
i'm back to being single again. =.=;
so happy, yipee. :/
not.

everytime i put all my heart into a person,
i just get hurt.
so many damn times, lidat already.
now i don't even feel like going into relationships anymore.
:/ sad sad.
guess this is what happens when you go more for looks. =.=;
and tadahhh!
you have MOI. :S

do you know i can cry just looking at you?
do you know you're always on my mind in whatever i do?
do you know i spend all my time worrying whether you still love me?
do you know how weak and fragile i can be?
do you know it hurts me so much for you to break all your damn promises?
do you know all i wanted for us was happiness?
do you know i put all my faith in you?
do you know i hate being treated like a fool?
do you know i really wanna wait but i don't wanna end up with nothing but tears?
do you know that i'm still here?
do you know i'm clearing my mind too?

do you know i really love you and don't wanna lose you...

dedicated to: ____
written by: cheryl poh.

screw this post.
the above is official,
this ain't.

it's over...
we're done.
he's not coming back.

yo.
now at lan...
he's sitting in the corner.
TOTALLY oblivious about my presence. :/
even his friends saw me...
no mood audi...
buden nothing else to do. =.=;
hais, later still need pick up dennis...
and buy dinner.
sian luhs.

now finally level 16.
thank you elaine for helping me license. :)

happy new year, peeps.
hip hip hooray.
=.=;
not really in the mood to celebrate it though...
no biggie.
:/ 'just a year closer to death' -quoted from shawn tan on his birthday.
how true.

just heard that mr ng is our maths teacher again next year...
x.x i emo enough already, he still wanna upset me more. =.=;
stup lahs.

________ called just now to wish me happy new year...
she said that she called sean too...
he sounded high.
:/ hmm, seems to me that i don't really matter to anyone.
i was emoing bout _____ on christmas eve,
i was emoing bout ___ on new year's eve,
i wonder who i'll emo about on chinese new year's eve.
=.=;

that momo tomorrow got cca, can't go out...
so sad. :/
no one accompany me after school...
think i'll be going lan on my own bah.
hais.
OH.
just realised i asked twinneh out horhs...
hmm, dunno bout her luhs.

wait ah, i go check the new timetable...
COCK LAH THEY.
=.=; still gimme the volcano crap.
since yesterday sia.

finally today can play audi properly liao...
even though still dc quite alot of times. :S

my new year resolutions
(pretty random, but... yeah. :D)

1. become lighter!
2. stop giving in to people so easily. =.=;
3. don't cry myself to sleep every night. :/
4. become more sensitive of people's feelings.
5. i don't know already.
6. (just thought of one) change for the better...

my new year wishes

1. i hope my baby will come back to me asap...
2. err, i want audi in comp at home!
3. more freedom to go out.
4. this stup comp to stop crashing everyime i use it. =.=;
5. my hp to receive messages asap.
6. get 300 contacts by the end of the year.

that's all le bah.
toodles.

HELL!
i've finally gaothim with this godamn blog...
~.~ don't need so stressed liao.
my first blogskin. :D
pretty happy with the results though. ^^
even though, i use other people's base code cause i don't know how to code blogger... x.x
but still, the pics are all made by MOI. :)

hais, since yesterday...
i've finally stopped thinking about him so much. :/
don't know whether isit a good thing or bad thing.
i don't know how long i still have to wait.
but i believe it's worth it?
i love him alot, that's true.
but i've been questioning myself too,
isit worth changing my character for him too?
he told me not to do this, not to do that, cause he didn't like it.
i didn't know he was pretty serious about it...
some people told me it's not worth it.
i'm helluva confused.
now i'm just stuck here.
all i can do now is wait for him to come back...
if he even comes back, that is.